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Fuck you all !!!!

This is pretty much a wild ride for me...Damn it....What a way to start a year...
Im not pretty sure i'll make it through the year....KILL ME PLEASE!!!
What else can go wrong for me....I rather be dead than people even realizing me...
Almost everyone i Know BLEW the hell out of me.....
EHHH KAMU SEMUA....THANKS!!!!!!!

Life is just so different without him here....Its been two days he left this world...
I just will rmmbr the childhood memories...Everybit of it...
The way YOU take care of me when im a baby....
GRANDPA...I really miss u...Im sorry for everything...
Had to rush to home when im out having lunch with my fwen...
So yaw...I'll make up to you one day...I'll promise....WINK WINK!!!
Mummy was waiting for me under the blk...Kelang kabot naek motor...Sheesh...
By that tyme..it was gg 10....Arrive at boon lay arnd 12....

Read everything i could in the AL-Quran....For mummy and for him....
I dont want to let mummy down....Its beat watching her cry.....
Gosh....Almost waterfall...Its a learning process for me in the end...
Got to do what is needed....I was happy enough yet sad....
Mummy and i were awake for the whole FUCKING SAT AND SUN!!!!...
Were pretty beat up...Totally just woke up...So tired till now.....

Gosh...My abg sedare(bujang)...I have nothing to say...I never saw him cry before....
That was the first....A tear do drop from me when everyone cried.....
Yet i try to control it...Coz daddy was ryte beside me...Haiz....
Almost had a FREAKING family prob...To be sided or not.....
So yeah...One thing grandma request from me....
"Amel, jage mak baek baek...
Tkmoh kasi mak nangis....dgar kate mak...
mak syg amel tau..hehe"
She mking me realize something here....Treasure your love ones...

Constantly smoking,smoking,smoking...All my family tree know i smoke..
Ape lagi..Got lecture from them arrr...FYI...Im 20..What do you expect!!!
WHAT I WANNA DO WITH ME???DEAD???Yes...Im wanna be dead...
So...WTF...No one cares anymore..

Honestly...Im feeling really really sick....The more stress everyone giving me...
Felt lyke blowing up my head....Burst it to everybit of meat...
Everyone not helping me...Please lah...
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1.Got prob with gf....
2.Work stress...
3.Family prob....
4.Friends prob...
5.Ns thingy....