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{ Sunday, July 19, 2009
4:11 PM }
Normal thingy..book out book in...sheesh...i felt something not ryte nowdaes...ppl tend to change so easily sia...i predicted something bad gonna happn one fine dae...i told u so sia...really i told u so...
from the start where u all started...sheesh...only i and zul and ayid believe wat i said....deserve them ryte for not hearing my advises...Now wat...feeling with regret...its too late...u all understand...WTF ppl changing after i went to ns...i came to ns with a clear mind and peaceful heart...damn ua ll sia...really uh...Now,breaking the band up...wtf...its ur passion to music not coz of fwens...stupid sia...Screw u everyone....N u running away from ur fwens even me...yeah...Jgn pasal aku korg berubah...Sial uh..agak agak k....
Wah...one fine dae after training...i and my bunk mates and all was having a big surprise....
i didnt expect it...serious....Let me sae....Wat will you think wen u were to sit at the beach closing ur eyes for 15 mins while the breeze is lyke OMG OMG....Luxury sia...
At tat point ,i tot of two things already....My family n her...I was on the verge of crying u noe...
Something really hit the spot well....Family i was missing dem so much...
Bout her...At tat point....*Thinking*
I was just scared..coz me having ns thingy...we will drift apart slowly and slowly....the more fwens she make,the feeling aparted is dere...i dreamt of tat..even she dnt rmmbr me...n she just leave me hanging just lyke tat...i dnt wanna lose her...But i noe im losing her lil by lil...and i know she changing a lil bit at a tyme...I just need to be prepared to wat the outcome be...Just cant believe it...i dnt want to ruin my own life...i have to do tis...i have to this....Plz understand...i care for her so much....does she know hw special she is to me...??or just plain boring...I know we usually talk but im just a button away sey..it no diffrnt u noe...N the biggest thing i was thinking is....She having a bf...so fast...
Tats the totally shocking thing if it happnd...i bet u...i know
yeaaaaa....a tear drop sia....luckly no one saw...fuck sia...i hate tis feeling sia...
Wen up straight to bunk,total silence not even a smile...My fwens ask me tis weird question...
Are u okay..??U never been tis quiet ever...
i was lyke huh????...Omg....